cross one off and gain another possibility.

cross the princess and diva fun shop off the list as possible places to work. i got a notification from indeed that they decided to hire someone else. to tell you the truth- i wasn't really interested in working there but i was trying to keep my mind open about employment.
yesterday, the ics helped me make sure i got some information entered in my housing account for another possible housing offer in massachusetts. i got an email back from them verifying that they got my information entered in my account yesterday and i'd be going onto the next step for housing. zen told me that when they get back to me, i'll need to arrange for plane tickets to see the apartment so i can sign the proper papers if and when i'm interested in it- just like i was SUPPOSED to have on my last housing offer when amy tried to tell me i had just entered myself in the housing lottery and they just gave me this offer at the spur of the moment when i KNOW i've been registered with their housing company for around at least 10 years.. so she was attempting to gaslight me again, to make it seem as if she's actually doing her job responsibly and wisely. all while just preventing me to use my money in a way that would actually be USEFUL in helping me live my future successfully. all of my "care" team members treat me like i'm an idiot and attempt to gaslight me. learn how to do your damn jobs properly.
i just scheduled another in-person interview with some wireless provider in the middle of this month. i seen that buffalo wild wings, who i interviewed with last week told me they decided to hire someone else also. don't get the idea that i'm just gonna be a mentally-handicapped rehabilitation tool and haul my ass back to courage kenny since these people refuse to see my potential and don't hire me. i know that in order to be truly successful at courage kenny- the clients NEEDS to have ADVOCACY to jerk courage kenny off, so they actually look like they're "helping" their clients which i LACK.. always have- always will. it's like people refuse to help me become successful just because i'll progress to a level they could never progress to and they don't wanna look less adequate. ESPECIALLY compared to ME. talk about "care" and "love" from everyone in this state! *sarcasm* HARD TO SEE WHY I WANNA MOVE OUTTA THIS DUMP OF A STATE WITH ALL THIS "LOVE" AND "SUPPORT" I GET FROM PEOPLE AND ALL THESE THINGS IN THIS STATE I CAN DO TO STAY CONSTRUCTIVE! *SARCASM* i AM aware that i CAN live somewhere else where people actually value me and i can stay USEFUL.